Jan. 18, 2005 - 00:14
killing me it's killing you
i don't know if you've ever liked some one so much you've literally
been sick.
i don't know if you've ever been in love so hard you knew it was too good to be true
and it was.
i don't know if you've ever built your self so high on what you thought was an unbreakable thread
that you fell.
and you can't stop falling,
further
and
harder each day.
now you choke on your dreams of everything that was too good to be true
because it was
and you can't believe this pain you feel is real
because it is.
how could you let yourself get so hurt,
so hurt?
why can't i just say,
i want to be loved
?
i want to be loved.
the card of the day:
take an afternoon nap on a warm summer afternoon, plan an outdoor nap. find a hammock or a cozy, soft blanket. take along several pillows and some soft, sleepy music. curl up, relax and enjoy the day.