2004-11-03 - 11:23 p.m.
"it's like you know me better than i ever knew myself."
mmmrrrn. i didn't know that your gold member options are trunctuated if they are too long. i didn't even know their was a character limit to be honest. anyway, here is the rest of the quote in it's entirety: we are born weak, we need strength; helpless, we need aid; foolish, we need reason. all that we lack at birth, all that we need when we come to man's estate, is the gift of education.-rousseau
so...i was fooling around with my camera tonight.
here's one i took of myself. it didn't turn out very well. lighting.
i also went to the mall today. i bought this for my niece. who would think--a plush cheeseburger? that's crazy.
do you remember those toys that expand in water? well, i bought some for myself at the mall.
i'll update their growth. one of the many wonderful uses of diaryland. updating expandable toy animals growth.
where is your are yours? i have mine.
other than expandable toy animals and taking pictures of my pants, i have a funny story about idaho's congressman.
c.l. "butch" otter, the wonderful, charismatic man he is...at the state of idaho's republican convention last night, he was being intervied by an nbc anchor, and of course, since it seems like nbc owns this whole damn state, everything that was recorded by nbc was aired on all of the widescreens of the convention (and broadcasted on it's national subsidiaries, which we all know, can take over the world and eat people at their free will. i don't even know why the three other major networks even bothered to attend).
well, while mr. otter was being intervied, these crazy teenage boys kept walking around with a giant cutout of bush. they walked up right behind mr. otter and started to make the cutout dance. the crowd immediatly cheered and laughed. mr. otter surprised, did not know what was happening behind him and thought the crowd was cheering for him, so of course, he humbly accepted and thanked the crowd not only on the widescreens of the convention, but on national television as well, all while president bush was getting jiggy behind him. poor "butch" otter.
on a different note, cl and i have been discussing names for the baby. if it's a boy, it will either be troy dustin ____ or troy ryan ____. if it's a girl, it will either be chelsea anne ____ or chelsea mellissa ____.
gawd, i don't want this at all. but things happen, you roll with them, and adapt.
i haven't told anyone yet, so please, do not tell anyone about this, call me, but please do not say anything to anyone else, it could just be a false alarm anyway.
i have to admit, i doubt it is though. i need moral support and i'm honestly freaking out. please, just please help me.
pray that God's will will be done and help me to pray to accept whatever it is.
this is it. if this is true, i lose my job, i lose the respect of my family and friends, i lose my childhood and a good part of my future. and i lose troy forever.
i need strength and i need to grow. things happen, you roll with them, adapt.