2004-09-13 - 10:07 p.m.
boys are quite the incredulous beasts
saturday night i sent mariah an email stating, "if i could paint like i have [troy's] image imprinted in my mind, i would be picasso."
this thought gave me an idea. although i am not an artist in any way, i've decided to attempt to imitate the image that won't depart my thoughts.
i'll start as soon as i have time.
daniel sent me an email tonight.
he wrote, "i don't feel the same way about you that you feel about me. i'm sorry if in any way you felt led on."
wowzas, that's a relief, because i thought i was leading him on.
i replied telling him how i honestly felt.
phew. that's an end to that.