Jul. 26, 2005 - 15:13
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Jae came over last night. we went swimming together in my subdivision's pool. afterwards, i was going to play him "san dimas" but i chickened out. i totally chickened out.
he says out of all the people in the world, he should be the last person i should be scared of, and it's true.
:) i don't know what to say, he tickles me pink.
he makes me feel so marvellous. i've been telling all of my friends i met the best boyfriend in the world. i told him last night i feel guilty because i've stolen one of God's angels, and He's going to be angry at me when He finds out.
he told me i was perfect. i told him he was perfect.
and between you and i, he has abs, carved like stone. that's hot.
that is so effing hot.
he even got an offer to be a model a couple weeks ago, and not only that, a pornographic one!!! isn't that insane? he gracefully declined. but wow.
my boy's a hot boy.
he makes me feel like i'm the last girl standing, he makes me feel like i'm worth everything i have, he tells me and MAKES ME FEEL like i'm beautiful.
i can't believe he's real. even if our relationship ended today, i would still feel blessed to have his presence in my life.
this summer i have this goal to eat every single flavour of snowcup (yes, you heard me, snowcup, it's only the politically correct way to say it.) haha, before school ends.
we went to a snowcup stand, ordered a large and told the boy to put every single flavour he could on it.
and he did, and it made him laugh, and us smile, and me gayer than two homosexuals having sex.
i was so happy. we shared it together. he said, "every bite is slightly different." and we laughed.
it tasted like tutti frutti to me, and yes, every bite did taste slightly different.
the boy serving us must have put 10-15 flavours on it.
this is one of the happiest moments of my life. it ranks up there with going back to hillcrest for the first time since i atteneded the school (my elementary school i haven't been to since i was in kindergarden).
he holds me like a little tiger cub. snug in his arms and protected.
our views on war are the same...which is rare, considering we have very centralist and peculiar beliefs.
our views on military are the same.
our views on this government and this country are the same.
our views on pretty much anything that can deter a relationship is the same, but more importantly, when we disagree with something the other thinks or says, we are fine with it.
he is...incredible.